But Morning Doesn't Like Me!
Daughter let me sleep in this morning. It was nice. But my first thought upon waking was, "O crap, where's Son??" Of course, he's in his crib sleeping. I think something was off this morning or last night, 'cause he's usually up playing in his crib by (at latest) 9 am! So here it is, 10:15, and I hear nothing. Daughter says she's been watching the fireplace this morning. I was in a dead sleep, so I have no clue if she went back to sleep after my father woke us up at 6:30 looking for his car keys. If not, she'll nap good today.
Well, back to Son. He was just hanging out in his crib, happy to see me when I walked in. Smiles so big at me, I can't help but beam back. He's such a little cutiepie. I know I'm a bit biassed, seeing to that he's my son. But come on. Look at him!!!
I should wake up to this EVERY morning. I love that grin. Great for mornings like this, when I hurt all over, can barely move, and didn't get enough sleep. I am working at "a store" deli right now. Deli being a hot bar with huge variety of fried chicken, fried chicken, fried potatoes, fried shrimp, and baked chicken. Chicken, chicken chicken. Also, have the sandwhich meat and cheeses that we slice however thick you want, however much you want. I close this place nightly, and it's very reduntant, and management is horrid.
We have all sorts of crazy scheduling in our house in order to not pay daycare, because it's expensive! So I work from 3 to 11 PM. Most of the time I don't clock out until about midnight. So I crawl into bed about 1, and try to go to sleep, but fail misserably. And then comes morning. Daughter will run into my room and say, "Good morning! It's morning time. Time for breakfast. Time for coffee! The sun is up!" She has no clue how much I just want to sleep. But, I get out of bed, get her breakfast, set her up all nice in the kitchen. Sometimes, I get back in bed.
It's not like I have an easy job. Sometimes, it's easy. But yesterday, I had a truck to unload, frieght to put way in the steels, dishes to wash, food to cook and heavy trash to throw. All that while tending to customers. I am almost finished with this job, though. I can't wait for my last day. It's going to be on the 16th. My hands are dry to the point of cracking open and bleeding just from making a fist. Lotion doesn't work. I'm using medicated stuff with menthol that just makes them burn at first, but help enough to keep the bleeding down. Anyway, this morning my back hurt because I dropped chicken grease on the floor and slid around for a few hours. I had customers, and no time to clean the spill. I almost fell a few times, and I'm sure I threw off my back making sure I didn't land on my butt in all of that grease.
When I finally left Work, I drove home, but it was sleeting. I couldn't go very fast. I live in the middle of nowhere, and it takes me 30 mins most nights to get home. Last night was an extra 20 because of the wind, fog, and sleet. I get home, and read a chapter of The Hunger Games. If you haven't read this book, please grab a copy. If you have read it, you know that I couldn't just read a chapter. I started the book just two nights ago, and I'm already more than half way finished with the games. I want nothing more than Katniss and Peeta to find each other and for Katniss to realize she loves Peeta as much as he loves her! So my chapter turned into four, and finally I had a reality check when my phone went off and I was forced to check the time. 2 AM.
So I went to bed. Just to have Daughter wake me up at 6:30 to announce she is going to see Papa (my father, who's getting ready to leave for work). Then he asked me where his car keys are. So she was wide awake. I had her eat a banana and come back to bed. Books were provided to prevent certain boredom. I think she went back to sleep. Sometime between Papa leaving and Bubbe (my mother, who, at 6:30 or 7:00 AM, arrives home from working all night) coming home, I went back to sleep. Hard sleep. Nice sleep. I dreamed of hunting human game and grease spills.
Today, I have to go to Work. I am tempted to call in sick. But shouldn't. I hate having to close alone, and really hate for someone to have to do it, because, as much as I hate Working at Work, I love my coworkers. They're wonderful friends that I'm going to miss when I leave Work.
Anyway, it's time to get the kiddos bathed and ready for the day. And time to put my laundry away, make Daughter's bed, and find somewhere to store all my bow making materials. I'm pretty sure I'll be able to squeeze a few chapters of The Hunger Games in before I'm forced to turn on a movie for Daughter, rock Son to sleep, and return to Place of Dread.
Daughter let me sleep in this morning. It was nice.